L., who is my ex fiance, is leaving first thing tomorrow for russia. Wow. He's actually leaving. today going to drop off his car at the dealership. I guess he wants to spend a few hours with me as well being that I'm his "best friend in america" told him you've not treated me very well being that i'm your best friend and all. He said "he knows". Then reached over and gave me a long hug. I really hope this venture is one that will help him find himself. It's horrible when you've lost yourself, believe me I know, and for him it's even worst I think than normal. I just hope this works for him, I'd hate him to go back and have things be worst.

So yep. This is it. Tomorrow he leaves. I'm a little sad, our relationship/friendship has been a wild ride indeed but I think this is the best thing for him so i'm a little excited as well.

Bye bye L.

Hallelujah.