calmness surrounds me now.
anxiety gone replaced with anticipation.
touching the softness of silk replaced by skin.
my mind wanders....

if even for only a moment thoughts of what is, what could be and what may come are thrilling though slightly dangerous.
it doesn't matter.
learning to release and let go are part of the fun and what makes us human - it essentially makes us "become".
my mind wanders....

i think i'm in love.