"I haven't smiled all week..." beamed my companion as he looked at me through eyes of great affection and perhaps love? His smile was so grand, so brilliant, so full of delight and joy.

and yet, after six months i'm still hesitant to move forward, even though i feel like things have turned a great deal in my favor..but still. casual dating with no labels is the last note we left on but after all the time we've been spending together it just feels different. it is different.

Went to a coffee shop last night and talked, got some dinner, then finally to get a movie, Arsenic and Old Lace a Cary Grant flick! My favorite. My companion managed to accidently pull a rack of movies off a stand and as they hit the floor I couldn't help but laugh. Funny... I laugh a lot nowadays. Loudly and often.